Breaking My Own Rules With Men (Falling for the Bad Guy)

I’m gaining increasing approval for the fact that I’m a masochist. I have always been with men who treated me terribly and in the past I’ve always twisted and contorted myself to be whatever they wanted. I’ve put all of their needs above mine, I’ve made their desires more important than my own. In the end I’ve always felt worthless, meaningless, valueless, and in desperate need of their approval which I never received.…